Back again :D

So yes I'm back again, the reason why I'd actually forgotten about this was that I couldn't remember the name of the blogging site. Blogspot, check, won't forget it now *fingers crossed*.

As always I am constantly inspired by people and I must confess that I learn by example, if I see someone doing something well, it inspires me to do well in my own way or heck just do what they're doing. But of course you can't just copy people, I may be a kiwi but I'm no sheep *sheep noises*. I quite like these little asterisks!

So speaking of inspiration what are the things inspiring me right now?

• Finding another blog which is both insightful and interesting
• Seeing other people excel in their area of intereset

Who is this wonderful blogger? I can't say, that would be too easy!

Oh crap, just started an injection, brb

Omg found it

So like, totally found this blog again.

Hi ho internets peoples who care about what i write, so glad you could join me for some textual narration straight from my brain. What have i been up to lately? Uni! uni uni uni!
At least its all over soon, my first exam is on thursday and i finish 5 days after that so i have this neat little block of exams and can get it all over and one with quickly.

Things i plan to do for in the holidays (yes, back to my little dot point lists):

1. Malebox
2. Summer Gay Day
3. Hunter Valley
4. Get some kind of alcohol tolerance, any would be good
5. Meet new people
6. Do something i've never done before
7. er... something something

Give me a bit to get back into this,
Ciao!

That just gay...

So i've been talking to a certain friend of mine and we've come to one general conclusion, i'm so passionate about this conclusion that i will write a blog about it for the only person who reads this, but nonetheless, if you happen to stumble upon, i'm not forcing my opinion on you (except al) and if you dont like it dont read, but dont go whinging about "omg this blog says this and that" just forget about it because i dont care what your going to say.

Ok, self defence aside, here is what i'm talking about.

For years, the gay community has been the target of abuse and discrimination, gay bashing is now a regularly used term and gay hate crimes are ever more frequent. So tell me, why is the gay community just putting up with it? When will people realise that being the "bigger person" may also make you the hurt or worse, dead one.

People say violence resolves nothing, yet violence is used against us freely so i think it is only fair to defend ourselves. Yes, violence resolves nothing, but violence will give us a voice noone can ignore. We're sinking to their level you say? sure... but people only seem to understand things at "their" own level, so if it takes violence to get it through then violence is what it takes.

If you are a person who detests gays, isnt it more logical for you to simply stay away from them? You have to remember that sexuality is but a small part of another human being, dont let it blind you. Alot of people say to walk away from the fight, stemming once again from the overused cliche of being the bigger person, but for heavens sake watch your back, if you walk away from a fight, you'll be stabbed in the back.

I think it is time for the gay community to fuckin do something, mardi gras? great, we're in full force, but just out in general, if you see another gay made uncomfortable, why not come to their side, more often than not numbers can deter even the most dangerous of minds.

I'm afraid to say it but when it comes to violence and abuse, you either give or take, and i think the gay community has just gotten too use to taking

Kick in the groin

So the title is open to suggestion but that what i feel like doing to someone right now, dont get me wrong, i'm not angry, or even pissed off at all, in fact i'm pretty much charming and anyone around wouldnt be able to help themselves but hug me and chuckle, thats right, i am that happy.

Now reading over the last blog, if you can call it that, it seems i was in a bad mood but i dont remember why, so lets forget that and try to recap the last month of my life, seeing as i was talking about conception day, that was before the 2 week holidays and since the end of the holidays i have been at uni for 3 weeks.

H'ok, the holidays... were indeed a good break, from all the stress of uni etc etc blah blah, but actually i just wanted to get away from some certain people, i also remember getting a bad case of good poisoning, OH RIGHT and i felt really crap at the end of the holidays because i'd spent so much time at work instead of relaxing, thats right, now... i love my job, its the best job in the whole world seriously, but the whole concept of working i.e. taking orders, being told what to do, being looked at seriously when your mucking around and frowned at if you laugh too much then doing serious stuff when you could be relaxing etc. Now THATS MY PROBLEM, i just hate the concept of work, i dont think i ever grew past the age of 6 where in kindy you played with coloured water and ran away from the girls (for different reasons than now :P).

um... where was i, oh right, working, well, worked and worked more, so nothing new there, then when i got back to uni after the holidays (i just noticed my tenses keep changing, sorry for that, my engrish isnt as good as you'd think it would be) the first two weeks were HELL!

time for a some dot points:

1. CBMS 340 Organic and Biological Chemistry mid term - 51/80 (most of the class failed haha suckers)
2. CBMS 223 Introductory Biochemistry II - 8/30 (mmm yeah... next)
3. CBMS 342 Medicinial Chemistry - Result unknown but god this unit rock, drugs man!
4. Postlabs for 340, experiment 2 was due two weeks ago but i cant be fucked to do it
5. 342 seminar, boring, i did it before it was due and everyone thought i knew my subject in such detail, haha fuckers

But yeah, after all of that rushing and stressing it feels as if those first two weeks alone were the entire semester AGAIN! not a great feeling.

Um right the rest is a blur, but i remember today yes i do! I did some gardening see, and like man i'm so awesome with plantlife, seriously, this chilli tree my mum masscred is now in full bloom after a few trims and stuff, it was pretty funny, my mum freaked when she saw how much i cut off and told me off for killing her precious chilli tree. But guess what, 3 days later it looks bushier than ever, haha take that mother.

Oh right and here i pay my respects to Robert Jordan, Author of the Wheel of Time series which i am re reading as we buy all the books because dad is hooked to them too. Dead robert, i hope you die (again) because you didnt not finish the sereies before your untimely death.

P.S. Happy Al!?

Kthnxbai

*sigh*

So yeah... i'm upset now...

Lets recap the weekend:

Friday - Beginning of mid semester break, conception day, getting a bit drunk seeing lots of people and of course having my eardrums popped by loud bad music. Jasmine lsoes her bag and i am terribly sad for her. Get home, Amy mason has a mini shindig and i attend because shes my friend i hate dogging her. Get there... full of james's friends, i'm sure their all ok people but i just dont fit in with them. tried to get edward to come with but i guess it wa sunfair for me to ask him so i go it alone and havwe a pretty shitty night, james's brother chucks a skitz and knocks coke and bourbon all over me... i leave. Arrive at lachlans house, ah some friendly people. Watch steve get molested by some dude that i forget hi sname, get stoned, have fun. sleep. go home.

Saturday - Go to the city with linden, hes so funny/cute/fresh person, dont mind me, i adore my friends but someone who doesnt know me is a breath of fresh air and something i cant expect. Watch ratatouille or soemthing, french lady in that is funny hehe. Went shopping at cotton on. 6 ish went home, slept on the train and missed epping.

sunday- yawn

monday - work + yawn
getting kicked off comp, will finish later

ps. mood = not happy :(

IMO

So like... today i am going to talk about my opinions of people, which generally means i'm going to say that i like/dont like about people, which also means i'm going to be bitching this entire blog.

Lets begin with bus people, WHY ARE YOU ALL SO DEPRESSED? the route is 628... not fucking "hell" lighten up a little bit, it doesnt hurt to smile or say a single word like thanks or sorry instead of grunting like pigs. A bus is public transport, not a curse so please learn how to smile, it is because of people like you that i have come to distinguish publics transport with unattractive depressed sometimes suicidal shitheads that even though their going home to relax, look like they are being shipped to slaughter.

Today i was mistaken for a girl... WHY YOU ALL SO BLIND? I'm a fag, not a woman, GOD!. So this stupid dude with fliers comes up to our tables and says "afternoon ladies", now tell me... what kind of blind shithead mistakes a boy in jeans (not tight ones either) a hoody under a vest and lacoste shoes for a girl!? Sure i was with a few girls but come the fuck on, i do not look like a woman and we were all just talking so i wasnt even prancing around. Grow some eyes and grow a brain.

And then there was totally hot dude on the bus with boombox that i swear was eyeing me and i was totally giving eye contact back, but did it get anywhere? fuck no! why not? FUCKING RANDOMS. ok not so much randoms, but acquaintances from high school, why would i want to talk to you? If i didnt recognise you, why come up to me? Seriously, i talked to you like... twice in my entire life and here you are indulging your uni experience with me when i obviously care more about how dust is formed.

And now i feel like my sentences are just losing their grammar and my vocabulary has died

The end

Fucking queers

:D

So... i am in a good mood, a VERY good mood, such a good mood that i can listen to the songs that i hate and say "well at least they tried", yes, even black music, it doesnt even tick me off right now and here is my sister, playing her black rap music, further degrading the value of her own gender by endorsing such "crap". Hehe, i love feminism.

So why am i in such a good mood, there are a few reasons but lets begin with the medicinal chemistry assignment. ITS OVER. staying up to friggin 2 am in the morning plagiarising and rewording stupid chemical dribble so i can prove to joanne fuckin jamie that i know how to type "zidovudine" into google. BIG WHOOP. Listen bitch face, your not that smart and everyone hates you. It wasnt that bad though, sure leaving things to the last minute isnt exactly good for the stress levels, but i cant help it, i'm a cancer! It was also really good because simon stayed up and chatted to me for most of it, quite amazing that i actually got the assignment done, such juicy gossips!

Another good mood thingo, meeting a bunch of new people, now i dont remember what i wrote in the last blog, but i think i mentioned sammy and danni, well theres one more i forgot! MONICA. monica is the italian devil in lesbian form, shes pretty neat when it comes to keeping a conversation going and she knows exactly whats hot and whats not, a toast to monica, ps. shes knows brandon, who is emo boy on myspace that i seriously worship because everyone knows i have an emo inside of me that wants to come bursting out but i just cant pull off the angry act.

One last thing, friday is going to rock.

80's GLAM! WHATEVER THE FUCK THAT MEANS

CIAO

P.S. I havent talked to Al in a while, so if anyone sees him, tell him to give me a buzz