That just gay...

So i've been talking to a certain friend of mine and we've come to one general conclusion, i'm so passionate about this conclusion that i will write a blog about it for the only person who reads this, but nonetheless, if you happen to stumble upon, i'm not forcing my opinion on you (except al) and if you dont like it dont read, but dont go whinging about "omg this blog says this and that" just forget about it because i dont care what your going to say.

Ok, self defence aside, here is what i'm talking about.

For years, the gay community has been the target of abuse and discrimination, gay bashing is now a regularly used term and gay hate crimes are ever more frequent. So tell me, why is the gay community just putting up with it? When will people realise that being the "bigger person" may also make you the hurt or worse, dead one.

People say violence resolves nothing, yet violence is used against us freely so i think it is only fair to defend ourselves. Yes, violence resolves nothing, but violence will give us a voice noone can ignore. We're sinking to their level you say? sure... but people only seem to understand things at "their" own level, so if it takes violence to get it through then violence is what it takes.

If you are a person who detests gays, isnt it more logical for you to simply stay away from them? You have to remember that sexuality is but a small part of another human being, dont let it blind you. Alot of people say to walk away from the fight, stemming once again from the overused cliche of being the bigger person, but for heavens sake watch your back, if you walk away from a fight, you'll be stabbed in the back.

I think it is time for the gay community to fuckin do something, mardi gras? great, we're in full force, but just out in general, if you see another gay made uncomfortable, why not come to their side, more often than not numbers can deter even the most dangerous of minds.

I'm afraid to say it but when it comes to violence and abuse, you either give or take, and i think the gay community has just gotten too use to taking

Kick in the groin

So the title is open to suggestion but that what i feel like doing to someone right now, dont get me wrong, i'm not angry, or even pissed off at all, in fact i'm pretty much charming and anyone around wouldnt be able to help themselves but hug me and chuckle, thats right, i am that happy.

Now reading over the last blog, if you can call it that, it seems i was in a bad mood but i dont remember why, so lets forget that and try to recap the last month of my life, seeing as i was talking about conception day, that was before the 2 week holidays and since the end of the holidays i have been at uni for 3 weeks.

H'ok, the holidays... were indeed a good break, from all the stress of uni etc etc blah blah, but actually i just wanted to get away from some certain people, i also remember getting a bad case of good poisoning, OH RIGHT and i felt really crap at the end of the holidays because i'd spent so much time at work instead of relaxing, thats right, now... i love my job, its the best job in the whole world seriously, but the whole concept of working i.e. taking orders, being told what to do, being looked at seriously when your mucking around and frowned at if you laugh too much then doing serious stuff when you could be relaxing etc. Now THATS MY PROBLEM, i just hate the concept of work, i dont think i ever grew past the age of 6 where in kindy you played with coloured water and ran away from the girls (for different reasons than now :P).

um... where was i, oh right, working, well, worked and worked more, so nothing new there, then when i got back to uni after the holidays (i just noticed my tenses keep changing, sorry for that, my engrish isnt as good as you'd think it would be) the first two weeks were HELL!

time for a some dot points:

1. CBMS 340 Organic and Biological Chemistry mid term - 51/80 (most of the class failed haha suckers)
2. CBMS 223 Introductory Biochemistry II - 8/30 (mmm yeah... next)
3. CBMS 342 Medicinial Chemistry - Result unknown but god this unit rock, drugs man!
4. Postlabs for 340, experiment 2 was due two weeks ago but i cant be fucked to do it
5. 342 seminar, boring, i did it before it was due and everyone thought i knew my subject in such detail, haha fuckers

But yeah, after all of that rushing and stressing it feels as if those first two weeks alone were the entire semester AGAIN! not a great feeling.

Um right the rest is a blur, but i remember today yes i do! I did some gardening see, and like man i'm so awesome with plantlife, seriously, this chilli tree my mum masscred is now in full bloom after a few trims and stuff, it was pretty funny, my mum freaked when she saw how much i cut off and told me off for killing her precious chilli tree. But guess what, 3 days later it looks bushier than ever, haha take that mother.

Oh right and here i pay my respects to Robert Jordan, Author of the Wheel of Time series which i am re reading as we buy all the books because dad is hooked to them too. Dead robert, i hope you die (again) because you didnt not finish the sereies before your untimely death.

P.S. Happy Al!?

Kthnxbai